Good night, but wait, its good morning?

No sleep for me! I cant believe I’ve been up all night again! Or wait, I can! I did try, I really did…

I turned off the computer at 1 AM. Dr. barry would have been so proud of me. She has told me to turn off all my eletronics an hour before bed. She said screens should be shut off an hour before sleep! I’m like woman are ya joking me? Me? Shut them off? Noooo I cant!

But I did last night! Still, couldnt sleep. Not even a wink! Lay there for 2 hours tossing and turning. Wishing my eyes would close. Eventually I got tired of just laying there, so I went on youtube, read for a while, then listened to music. And then I got back up and turned back on my PC.

Mom and dad got up at around 8. So then I got up too because I was so thirsty and really needed a cup of tea! My dads in a right strop this morning. He says he’s in pain, but when mom asked him to go to the doctor he almost had a spas attack! He was like “what is a doctor going to do? Give me pills?” I was like uh yeah what else? He wont go but he just wants to continue moaning at us! It gets so old.

I havent eaten yet this morning. My appetite seems to be non existent first thing in the morning. Karen said that might be because I ate late the night before, and I have no gall bladder so the fat in the food has no way of breaking down. So then she said I’d still be full the next morning. That is why she told me to use the lecithin granuals.

I’m going to see rose today. I am looking forward to it. I’ve been saying for 3 weeks I’d visit her. She texted at 2 AM this morning asking if i was definitely coming over today. So I texted back saying yes I was and I’d see her at 2 PM.

Well better get off here and try to be productive, who wants to place a bet as to how long I can last before tiredness overtakes me?

Author: Carol Anne

I am a woman in my mid 30's. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

9 thoughts on “Good night, but wait, its good morning?”

  1. I’m sorry you didn’t sleep at night. My night also wasn’t very good but more because of pretty bad anxiety than lack of sleep but then I luckily fell asleep eventually so that’s good. Hope you won’t feel very tired or will have a possibility to nap a bit. And I wish you a good day. 🙂

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