frum lexi

hi i lexi and i six i want say hi to every one i am sad becuz i do not like the dark i get skard of the dark i get skard in case bad

peple ar gona come in our house carol anne ces shel protec me but she is inside and wen i am out thers nobudy ther and thats wen i get very skard i want someone be ther with me to hold my hand and to hug me i like wen eileen hugs me she gives safe hugs and soft squishy ones to and i like to lisen to her hart beat it make me feel safe i like wen i can rest my head on her shoulder i have a horse blanket i am wrap up in it it is soft and i like it im hiding underneat it now and mabe i can go to sleep soon ihope so if anyones awake i want to say helo to you
lexi i six
[tags trauma, littles, alters, parts, triggers, sleep, nightmares, anxiety, feelings, dissociative identity disorder, ptsd, healing]

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Author: manyofus1980

I am a woman in my mid 30's. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

11 thoughts on “frum lexi”

  1. Lexi, it’s a pity that no one was with you at night to hug you. It’s awful to feel scared. But when you feel so, you can imagine that you feel a warm, safe hug from Eileen. Maybe go to the room inside for Eileen which you guys created? I know it’s extremely better to hug Eileen in reality, but maybe it could help if you haven’t her always in real life beside you? Anyways, I hope you slept quickly and had sweet and nice dreams, I wish it could be so.

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