flashback trauma

flashbacks are kicking our collective ass. horrific memories are running rampant. taunting us. making us crazy. sending us spiraling. triggering us into a place of emotional instability.

Right now, I feel awful. I want an end to this pain. An end is all I want.

But it never ends. The pain threatens to take me down. If only the memories would stop?

Author: manyofus1980

I am a woman in my mid 30's. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

4 thoughts on “flashback trauma”

  1. That sounds so painful and hard. Please remember to ground and remind all inside that it is 2017 and you are safe, you are in your home, with your baby Nitro guarding and protecting all of you. Maybe you can allow some of the insiders to feel their home and their grown up body, put your feet firmly on the floor, pet Nitro. You are safe and the abusers cannot hurt you now.

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  2. I’m sorry to hear that you had so awful night full of bad memories. I am glad you’re better now. But I send you hugs even though. 🙂


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