good morning world

good morning good morning hey ho to everyone. i didnt sleep. i tossed i turned but i didnt sleep. it was crazy. i was thinking too much. racing thoughts are not fun. my mind was whirling and swirling with thoughts. in the end i got up made coffee and listened to my book. i just gave up on getting sleep. i hope i can stay awake for therapy and then at the basement club afterwords. i am facilitating the members meeting today. that is an important job. i hope i do well at it. i’ve doen it before so i know what i have to do. it will be hard to concentrate since i didnt sleep. i plan on staying in the basement club until about 4 PM. i’ll prob crash tomorrow night. crash real hard. who knows maybe i will maybe i wont. i have my sleep med which is halcion and then i have fenergon too which also is for sleep. i also have haldol. hoping one of them works when i take them. its the knowing which one i should take. which is the best option.


Author: manyofus1980

I am a woman in my mid 30's. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

9 thoughts on “good morning world”

  1. Ooh, it’s awful that you didn’t sleep at all. Especially that you have so important things to do today. Hope you won’t feel too tired and will have a lot of good sleep tonight.

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  2. I’m sorry you didn’t get any sleep. I know what that’s like. I have a particular med that helps me sleep and when I forget to take it, I get very little. I forgot to take it Saturday night and was wondering why I was so wide awake at 2:30 AM Sunday morning. I went ahead and took it as a few hours of sleep was better than none. I managed to catch up last night though. I hope you’ll be able to get some sleep tonight. Do parts in your system sleep even when you aren’t sleeping?

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    1. Yes, some of them sleep even when the body isn’t sleeping. It’s complicated. I hope I get sleep tonight to I’m not thinking I will though, I feel kind of manic and high really happy kind of close of energy


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