good morning world

good morning good morning hey ho to everyone. i didnt sleep. i tossed i turned but i didnt sleep. it was crazy. i was thinking too much. racing thoughts are not fun. my mind was whirling and swirling with thoughts. in the end i got up made coffee and listened to my book. i just gave up on getting sleep. i hope i can stay awake for therapy and then at the basement club afterwords. i am facilitating the members meeting today. that is an important job. i hope i do well at it. i’ve doen it before so i know what i have to do. it will be hard to concentrate since i didnt sleep. i plan on staying in the basement club until about 4 PM. i’ll prob crash tomorrow night. crash real hard. who knows maybe i will maybe i wont. i have my sleep med which is halcion and then i have fenergon too which also is for sleep. i also have haldol. hoping one of them works when i take them. its the knowing which one i should take. which is the best option.


Author: manyofus1980

I am a woman in my mid 30's. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

9 thoughts on “good morning world”

  1. I’m sorry you didn’t get any sleep. I know what that’s like. I have a particular med that helps me sleep and when I forget to take it, I get very little. I forgot to take it Saturday night and was wondering why I was so wide awake at 2:30 AM Sunday morning. I went ahead and took it as a few hours of sleep was better than none. I managed to catch up last night though. I hope you’ll be able to get some sleep tonight. Do parts in your system sleep even when you aren’t sleeping?

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    1. Yes, some of them sleep even when the body isn’t sleeping. It’s complicated. I hope I get sleep tonight to I’m not thinking I will though, I feel kind of manic and high really happy kind of close of energy


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