BETTER SUNDAY

HEYA GUYS
ITS ME LIZ. SO MOST OF YA KNOW WE HAD A ROUGH NIGHT LAST NIGHT. NO SLEEP, HORRIBLE MEMORIES, NIGHTMARES, ETC. IT WAS FUCKING CRAZY. BUT ANYWAY, WE EVENTUALLY DID GET TO SLEEP AT LIKE 5 AM. I STARTED LISTENING TO LINKIN PARK I KNOW NOT VERY SOOTHEING MUSIC BUT WELL LISTENING TO IT WAS KEEPING US AWAKE EVEN MORE SO THEN EMILY CAME OUT AND SHE WAS LISTENING TO SOME SORTA RELAXATION SHIT I’M LIKE MAN THIS IS CRAP SO I WENT NSIDE I DIDNT BOTHER STAYING OUT ANY LONGER. WHEN WE DID SLEEP EVENTUALLY WE SLEPT FOR 5 HOURS STRAIGHT, MOM WOKE US UP AT 10 TO ASK US IF WE WANTED FRUIT SALAD FR BREAKFAST, CAROL ANNE IS TOTALLY ADDICTED TO IT SO WE HAD THAT, THEN WENT BACK TO BED TO READ FOR A WHILE. IT WAS A VERY CHILL SORT OF DAY. WE ATE AT OUR PARENTS HOUSE THEN WE WENT BACK HOME TO OUR OWN HOUSE. MOM CAME WITH US, SHE WAS GOING TO COME OVER ON WEDNESDAY TO CUT OUR GRASS AND STUFF BUT SHE DECIDED TO DO IT TODAY INSTEAD. OH WAIT TILL I TELL YOU GUYS, YOU’LL NEVER GUESS WHAT? WE STEPPED ON OUR SCALES WHEN WE GOT HOME TODAY AND WE WERE 5 POUNDS LIGHTER THAN LAST TIME AND WE STILL HAVE 2 WEEKS TO GO BEFORE OUR WEIGH IN! WOOT WOOT WE ARE THRILLED! WELL I KNOW CAROL ANNE IS SHE’S REALLY BEEN WORKING SO HARD. WE HAVE GOTTEN ON OUR TREADMILL THIS AFTERNOON TOO WHICH IS ANOTHER WIN! SO YEP ITS BEEN AN ALL ROUND BETTER DAY! OUR SISTERS BEEN TEXTING US FROM THE CANARY ISLANDS TO LET US KNOW HOW SHE’S GETTING ON OUT THERE ON HER VACATION. SHE IS LOVING IT AND HAS BEEN AT THE BEACH AND GONE SHOPPING AND BEEN AROUND THE POOL AND OTHER THINGS. SHE SENT ME LOTS OF PHOTOS SO THAT I COULD SHOW MOM. THERAPY TOMORROW MORNING AND I AM SO LOOKING FORWARD TO IT. ITS OUR LAST SESSION FOR 3 WEEKS, WELL 2 WEEKS REALLY AS WE GO BACK ON THE FOURTEENTH. I HOPE WE CAN DISCUSS SOME STRATEGIES TO USE OVER THE BREAK, WE’RE JUST GONNA MISS EILEEN SO MUCH. WE ALWAYS DO. THE WHOLE ATTACHMENT TRAUMA ISSUES AND ALL, IT BLOODY IS SHIT AND HURTS TO NOT SEE HER FOR 21 DAYS! WE WILL GET THROUGH IT THOUGH I HOPE. I’M HOPEFUL SHE MIGHT GIVE US A TRANSITIONAL OBJECT OR SOMETHING TO KEEP THE CONNECTION GOING. WE ALSO HAVE TO COLLECT OUR CALENDAR FROM HER THAT SHE HELPED THE KIDS MAKE LAST WEEK.
LIZ

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Author: manyofus1980

I am a woman in my mid 30's. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

9 thoughts on “BETTER SUNDAY”

  1. Glad you’re having a better Sunday. You said something interesting. You said that Emily was listening to some relaxation stuff and you decided to just go back inside rather than listen. Can more than one of you be out at the same time?

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    1. Yes we can. It’s called blending. It doesn’t happen a lot but sometimes. Emily is kind of like in charge she plays an important role in the system. She is very powerful so am I we are probably the two that are the most powerful besides Carol and

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  2. Wow, you lost 5 pounds! Really, really great job. I am sure that you’ll lose some more until you see your nutritionist, anyway it would be brilliant. It’s good that you slept a bit and had so chilled day. I hope therapy went well. 🙂 Did Eileen give you a hug?

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