well, after my emotions got the best of me earlier, and i was feeling like shit, i decided that i needed to do something to fix it. so what did i do? i decided to head to my aunts with my mom and my other aunt.
it was a fun time. they drank, i didnt. my weight loss is more important to me than drinking alcohol. but i still had fun. we caught up on all the news, family news, news about friends of our family etc. basically we had a good natter.
it felt so good to just go out of the house and allow myself that time and space to just be free to hang out and chat and not get bogged down or weighed down by any of my earlier emotions related to trauma and my mom and dad or memories of abuse. i felt happy, content.
i must say despite the little hiccup of earlier, i did enjoy my weekend. i am ready to go to respite tomorrow. i am also ready to see eileen tomorrow morning. i am going to bed feeling relaxed, and happy. just gotta take my night meds, then its off to bed to read my book. night everyone, 😛 xoxo