i’m having a good evening. I had a phone check in with eileen, that was lovely. we talked about my upset over me thinking i had a break from therapy coming up. now that i dont i am very relieved. i told eileen as much. i told her i felt so panicked thinking i wouldnt be going to therapy and knowing i wouldnt be seeing her. i said it felt like that when i did go back that she wouldnt be there. she said that it sounds like some very young parts are activated, and they are desperately afraid that something bad will happen to her while we are on respite. she reassured us that it wouldnt and she’d be fine and she told me if i needed to text her that i could.
i’m at mom and dads house now. i’ll be here until i go to respite on monday. mom picked me up at around 6 this evening from my own house. she’d been taking my dads brother to the ear nose and throat hospital so on the way back she picked me up. saved me money on a taxi so i was thrilled. my home help had come at 5, i was having an omlette for dinner. it was a bit of a rush to get it made and eaten before my mom arrived. i managed though, the omlette had cheese and bacon in it. it was delicious.
i read that the weather here for tomorrow is supposed to be warm and sunny. i hope thats true because if it is i’ll take nitro outside in the garden, and while we’re out there I’ll read. I got a new book today called the darkness within by lisa stone. lisa stone is also known as cathy glass. she is writing under another name i think so as not to mix up her genres of books. cathys books are memoirs and are true life accounts of foster children she’s looked after. this book is fiction i believe and is a crime novel. i havent actually read the synopsis. I just bought the book because I love cathy and so I thought if she’s written it I’d like it even if she is using a penname.