its almost 6 AM. I woke because I had a weird dream. I cant really remember it but when I woke I was panicking. I remember being under the water, cant remember if someone pushed me or if I was in a swimming pool or what. I just remember being underwater and being frantic and very scared. i wonder what that would translate to if you were trying to get the meaning of your dream? anyway. I’m up now made some tea and trying to calm down. Kristen comes at 8:20 and I have to go to the doctor this morning to get more paperwork filled out for respite. a sorta medical report and a drug card. i’m just so tired of paperwork. it seems neverending.