so yeah even though I woke up feeling bad, my day has turned around. I got good news! My sister called mom and she asked mom and me if we wanted to go on holidays next year. Go foreign I mean. Overseas. We both jumped at the chance. So next May we are going to lanserotte. I’m not sure I’m spelling that right. But I am so excited! Mom and me are going to share a hotel room. Its an all inclusive package, that means food and drinks are included along with flights and accomodation. Its going to be so much fun! So now I really have reason to diet and initiative to lose some weight. I want to buy a whole new wardrobe of summer clothes and fit into a proper bathing suit. I want to get a tan and actually go in the pool! Right now I dont think I would. Not at the weight I am currently. I promised my mom I’d work really really hard to lose the weight. And I will. I also have to save money. Its going to be difficult but I think I can manage. I’ll just have to be thrifty with spending over the next few months. Thats ok though. I’m willing to make the sacrafice to go on this holiday. Its something to look forward to and focus on which is nice. My dad wouldnt go with us. He said he’d dog sit for me which was nice. I’ll probably give him some money for doing that which I know he will spend on alcohol but well what can I do? Its up to him what he chooses to do with it. I am not going to try and stop him because I know it will get me nowhere. So yep. Next May we are off for 9 days. I cant wait. Other than that I visited my friend rose this afternoon. We sat and chatted for 2.5 hours. She made me a lovely fruit salad for my lunch and she gave me two pita breads. I just had one of them when I got back to mom and dads house. I filled it with ham and cheese and toasted it. It was delicious. Rose is also trying to lose weight, and she goes to the same nutritionist that I go too. So we were comparing notes on exercise, food etc. It was nice to be able to chat to another person about the struggles and accomplishments of losing weight. Its nice to have the support of someone else whose walking the same journey. My plan now is to relax for the evening. Maybe read a book. Watch the voice kids on tv. I played the lottery so you never know I might have some luck in that. If I did it would be awesome. I rarely play. I love it when bad days turn into good days.