Jessica with a K

Hi I am writing because I am mad I am mad that Karen is leaving I am mad that I have to get a new social worker I don’t want Karen to leave she is nice and I want her to stay I feel mad like punching someone or something, I just want to break something I just feel so mad about everything why is it’s always so on fair why did Karen have to leave, she understands us she understands did she understands about us having different names and about us all being in one body, why did she have to leave, I hate this I hate her leaving sometimes I hate everything, I just want to really do something like break something or punch someone and I don’t want to go to see Eileen tomorrow, what if Eileen needs to, then what? It’s not fair. Why do kids always get a bad deal? I just don’t want Karen to leave and I wish I could make her stay. I hate this I hate it I hate it I hate it

Jessika and I am 10

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Author: manyofus1980

I am a woman in my mid 30's. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

6 thoughts on “Jessica with a K”

  1. Hi, Jessika. I’m sorry you’re feeling so upset. change is always hard. It is for me and I’m way older than you are. Today, I was sad because I have a friend that I don’t see very much anymore except at church. We used to get together a lot, but she’s busy with her kids and now she has started rescuing bunny rabbits and that keeps her very busy. It’s hard to let her go and be what she needs to be. It’s the same with you. You’re used to Karen. she understands you and DID, but there are going to be other people who need her like you do, so I’m afraid you’ll have to share her. Eileen and Dr. Barry know how you feel and I’m sure they’ll do everything they can to find someone who will get to know you. After all, Karen had to get to know you to at one time. The thing about breaking things is that once you break it, a lot of times you can’t put it back together. I’m glad you’re writing how you feel. that’s a good idea. Hugs. xxx

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  2. I am so so sorry that Karen is leaving. I would be angry and sad and disappointed and feel abandoned. I am sure you will miss her so much and I am sorry she is going. I bet she will miss you too though a lot.

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    1. I hope she will I will miss her terribly she was the best, great at her job got everything done you didn’t have to ask her twice to do something she always just did it straight away she is going to be missed by everyone

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  3. Hi Jessika! 🙂
    I’m so sorry that Karen must leave. I also hate when people that I’m close with must leave me. It’s so hard. I get you and I wish I could help you. I’d be also mad if I was you. I really hope that this person that will replace her, will be also very nice to you. Maybe it will still possible for you to meet Karen sometimes? I think I know how it hurts you. I’m thinking of you and sending hugs. 🙂
    Emilia

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