someone please help me. i am spinning out of control. emotions are washing over me, sad, anger, overwhelm, distress, anxiousness, every emotion is hitting me at top speed. i feel so alone and lonely. its 2:30 AM. dark thoughts are in my mind. go get a knife. cut. go take some pills. dont worry i wont do anything. that is why i am reaching out here. i am hoping that people will be up and awake and someone will talk to me. the kids are scared and some are mad. allie and jessika already wrote about their anger at karen leaving. other kids like lexi and taylor are crying and afraid. they are afraid that everyone we love will leave us. its just a mess. if someones up and awake we could use a friendly word of encouragement right about now.