host post. from shirley

i’m so confused. i am sitting on a bed. my bed? i dont know. there are things around me. stuffed animals, a computer, pillows, a blanket, dvd’s. i dont know what i am meant to be doing. it feels weird to be out here all alone. right now my mind is empty.i am hearing nothing. maybe i’ll go make myself something to drink. i dont even know what time it is.
I’m writing here hoping that someone is around and can talk to me, keep me company.


Author: manyofus1980

I am a woman in my mid 30's. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

4 thoughts on “host post. from shirley”

  1. Hi Shirley! 🙂
    It must be awful to feel so empty and confused. It’s a bit scary to feel this way in the middle of the night, but you’re safe. I hope you slept well when you went to sleep, it was a good decision and I hope that then everything was a bit clearer. It’s a pity that you didn’t found anyone who was up at that time, if I didn’t sleep I’d try to help you somehow. Lots of hugs. 🙂


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