sitting here, wide awake. drinking tea. trying hard not to cry. feeling so lousy. woke up feeling low. very very low. was dreaming, but now cant remember what the dream was about, just know it was unpleasant. why cant I have good dreams? its only 2 AM, maybe I’ll read for a while. Or I might watch funny youtube videos. That always cheers me up. If anyones up I could use some support.


Author: Carol anne

I am 40 years young. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

21 thoughts on “Support”

      1. Ohh I like fairly odd parents on Nickelodeon. I also watch most animated films like Moana and Madagascar. What about you?


  1. I’m so sorry that you felt so badly. Hope that now it’s better. Yeah, some funny videos, cartoons or anything funny, anything making you distracted is always helpful in such cases. I was up then, I believe it was 3 AM in my country, but I wasn’t online. If I knew that you’re so low I’d surely be and would try to help ya. Hugs. 🙂


  2. I was up but for some reason this didn’t come until noon today to my inbox! I hope you were able to go back to sleep. I was up until4 feeling very unsettled and unable to just feel calm enough to sleep. No particular reason just a million of them lying under the surface I suppose !
    I’m sorry you had a bad dream.
    Why they come I just don’t know.
    But it is so frustrating!

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