fuck you, You didnt win!

he moulded me
groomed me into
someone he wanted me to be
but who i didnt want to be
he took my virginity
never caring about my innocence
left used
bruised
and abused
abandoned
alone
out in the cold
raped, day after day
neverending torture
captured, seemed like it would be forever
but i never ever
gave up
and in the end
i got away
and am a stronger person because of it today
so you didnt win
you didnt break me
even though you wished you had

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Author: manyofus1980

I am a woman in my mid 30's. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

6 thoughts on “fuck you, You didnt win!”

  1. Yes, it’s you who won and I think you’re winning each day. Such experiences like this always make people stronger, I believe. And it’s good you expressed it, I suppose it wasn’t easy even though he didn’t win.

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