A night of emotional pain

I’m having a bad night. I woke up a lot tonight. I was dreaming about bad things. My dreams werent nightmares as such. Just dreams that were very vivid. I feel very emotional right now. I eventually decided to get up at 3:30 and I will probably stay up for the day now. I feel fragile. Like the slightest thing could set me off. Hoping this passes soon because I hate feeling this way.

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Author: manyofus1980

I am a woman in my mid 30's. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

10 thoughts on “A night of emotional pain”

    1. I’m scared to reach out to them. I’m scared of their reaction to me if I tell them I’m struggling and dont feel ok. I think its just because I am not used to the place yet. I’ll be ok. xo

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  1. It will pass. I am sure it has happened before, remember it was temporary then, and it is temporary now. Be gentle with yourself. It is okay to feel fragile, it does not mean you are not strong, you are!
    M

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  2. Oh I’m sorry you had so bad night, the more that mine was really good, I slept as a baby, hope it would be better tonight for you. I think it might be because it’s still a new place for you, I often sleep badly or have totally crazy dreams when in a new place, but it’s good after some time. 🙂 Wish you nice dreams. 🙂 Hugs. 🙂

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