Up early and having a ramble :-)

I woke up at 2:40 AM. I couldnt believe the time. I felt refreshed though. I had taken my meds at 9 last night and about half an hour after I took them I was barely able to function so went to bed. I take a sleeping tablet halcion. It is really working for me which I am glad about. So when I went to bed I immediately fell asleep. Which is good since there was a lot of internal chaos going on last night in our system. We see dr. Barry this morning. I am looking forward to that. I havent seen her since we came out of hospital 10 days ago. It will be good to catch up. I wont see her next week because I’ll be on respite then. Mom is calling to my house later this morning. We have that routine going that she always comes on Wednesdays for a couple hours. I was going to go to an art group at the basement club today but I am not sure if I will or not. I want to, but money is a barrier. I need to get taxis and I seem to be spending a lot on them and I never seem to have enough money to cover all of the taxi’s. I have a singing lesson today also which I am going too. So yeah it is gonna be a busy day.


Author: manyofus1980

I am a woman in my mid 30's. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

2 thoughts on “Up early and having a ramble :-)”

  1. It’s great that you felt refreshed even though you slept so little, maybe it was the amount of sleep you needed. It’s great that you’ll have so busy day I think, in busy days it’s generally easier to stay in higher mood and without any dark or destructive thoughts, anyway for me. Hope you’ll have a good day. Though I’m sorry that money causes troubles to you.

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