I am afraid

I am afraid of love. But I crave it. I am afraid to let anyone close. But I desperately want comfort. I am afraid of being alone. Yet I panick when anyone is near me. I am afraid, I am just afraid of everything

Author: manyofus1980

I am a woman in my mid 30's. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

10 thoughts on “I am afraid”

  1. Hi Catrina! 🙂
    I can really get you. I often experience so contrary feelings, it’s weird and painful at the same time. It’s sometimes really hard to live with, so I think it’s great that you expressed it.


  2. Yes it is. But now we both know that we’re not alone with this, I find it a bit comforting. 🙂 Hope you’ll someday overcome these fears and feelings.


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