WHAT YOU ARE

I’VE BEEN TRAPPED IN YOUR WEB FOR OH SO LONG
TWISTING AND TWIRLING I NEVER THOUGHT YOU DID WRONG
BUT YOU STIRRED MY HEAD LIKE A BOWL OF SOUP
THE LIES WERE SO BELIEVABLE TO MAKE ME FALL INTO YOUR TRAP
LIKE A WILD ANIMAL SEEKING SHELTER FROM THE COLD
STARVING FROM HUNGER, WANTING TO GET WARM
BUT THE HEAT IS DECEIVING
YOUR PRESENCE WAS A HOLLOW FLOOR
AS THE RAZOR BLADE MAKES THE FINAL SLICE
I NOW REALISE HOW YOU EFFECTED MY LIFE
MY SANITY WAS IN YOUR HANDS, MY HEART WAS NOT A WHISPER IN THE WIND
THE SCARS ON MY BODY ARE BUT A FAINT REMINDER OF MYSELF AND MY PAIN
YOU HELPED PUT THEM THERE, BUT YOUR BIGGEST ACCOMPLISHMENT WAS THE SCARS YOU LEFT INSIDE
THE ONES THAT EAT AWAY AT MY SOUL
WHAT YOU ARE IS A PATHETIC PERSON, AN EVIL PERSON WHO TAKES BUT DOES NOT GIVE
YOU ONLY SEE THE MATERIAL, NOT THE HEART
AND YOU CANNOT SEE WHAT YOU HURT OR UNDERSTAND WHY
I COWER TO YOU LIKE A DOG WITH ITS TAIL BETWEEN ITS LEGS
I FEAR YOU BUT YOU TELL ME IT IS MY ONLY SAFETY
TRUTH IS IN THE EYE OF THE BEHOLDER
WHAT DID YOU HOLD BUT ROTTEN FLESH, A HEART OF STONE, HANDS ON FIRE
I AM BUT AN OBJECT OF POSESSION
A REMOTE CONTROL CAR
THE HATRED OF A CHILD
THE DISEASE OF A FAMILY
THE BRUISE FROM A SPARK OF ANGER
THE FEAR OF BEING KILLED IF I BROKE THE SILENCE
HOW DO I GO ON?

LIZ

Author: Carol anne

I am 40 years young. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

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