I’m up and awake. I have had terrible and horrific nightmares. And I’m scared!
Its not even 1 AM. I went to bed at 8:45 tonight. I must have been exhausted because I immediately fell asleep.
All of these nightmares I’ve been having lately have violence in them. And are related to abuse.
I just hate it when I startle awake. Nitro came to me and nudged me over and over. I knew that he wanted to go out. I was afraid! I hate the dark! But I was brave and let him out. Now I am drinking a cup of tea.
If anyones around I could use a little support.
carol anne


Author: manyofus1980

I am a woman in my mid 30's. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

8 thoughts on “Nightmares”

  1. I’m sorry you had a nightmare, and then on top of it all had to brave the dark to let Nitro out. My heart would have been pounding. I hope the cuppa brings you some comfort and you are able to get back to sleep and dream of sunshine and rainbows instead of icky things. xoxo

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  2. I am so so sorry. Nightmares can take me outside of myself and I feel so afraid it is hard to feel grounded and back to myself. I hope you are able to shake off the bad dream residue. I truly feel foryou.


  3. I sorry 😦 that’s the only sleeps we gets not a days is nightmare sleeps – it nto feels good. We feels happy Nitro helped you feel some betters!


  4. Nightmares are awful. I have them very often and they’re very aggressive and strange and I’m all out of tune all daylong after them, so I know a lot in this topic. 😀 I don’t know what’s more terrifying, to wake up from a nightmare and can’t fall asleep again and be alone with your fears for the whole night or to fall asleep again with the risk you’ll have another nightmare. You were really brave if you are afraid of darkness and let Nitro out in the night after this bad dream. Hope you won’t have them tonight and that they haven’t a big impact on your day.

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