the suicidal thoughts are not gone

The suicidal thoughts are still with me. i’m feeling bla, low and flat. its like the thoughts are there, but I dont have the energy to do anything about them. Everything just feels like its going in slow motion. I did sleep good so that is a positive. But I did take sleep meds to help me sleep. I just wanted to blot the world out for a while. Thanks to you all for all the comments, I really appreciate them. I hope these thoughts will go away soon I want to enjoy the rest of my weekend.

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Author: manyofus1980

I am a woman in my mid 30's. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

2 thoughts on “the suicidal thoughts are not gone”

  1. I wish these suicidal thoughts left you as soon as possible. I know that such thoughts are really awful, they take away actually all happiness from your life. It’s so frustrating that you still have them, even after good sleep. When you have such thoughts, the time seems to go very slowly, so you have an impression that it all will last forever and that you will never be free of these thoughts and it makes it even more awful. At least so it was with me when I had suicidal thoughts, I’m so lucky that now I don’t have them and strongly wish the same for you.

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