my feelings right now

i feel worthless
i feel like i dont matter
i feel fat
i feel stupid
i feel broken
i feel like i’d be better off dead
i feel invisible
i feel depressed and despairing
i feel desperate
i feel numb
i feel like shit
i feel damaged
i feel empty
i feel, i feel
i just want to feel nothing

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Author: manyofus1980

I am a woman in my mid 30's. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

10 thoughts on “my feelings right now”

  1. It’s so hard to feel like that. I know it all is so strong and overwhelming and hard to overcome, but try to think that all these feelings don’t determine who you are. You’re not worthless, ’cause no one can be, you matter for lots of people and lots of people support you. I’m sure you will win with these feelings. And try to distract, if you can. I’m thinking of you and sending you lots of support, ’cause I know how terrible it is.

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  2. I’m sorry you are feeling this way. I know what it is like and it is horrible. Please remember these are all lie. You ARE worth something. People adore you because you are kind and have a huge heart. These feelings will go away. But waiting for them to go away can seem like forever. Please give yourself some positive affirmations, even if it is something simple, like Nitro loves me. And go from there, Nitro must love you because he sees the good in you. You are good. ***hugs***

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