my emotions are still all over th e place. so i spent some time with nitro…cuddling him. that always helps. i was good though, i ate a very healthy breakfast, of banana and an orange. so my day food wise is off to a good start. thats not to say i wont have my chocolate fix later this afternoon, because i sure will! nitro is making me giggle, he is sitting by the window waiting for my dad to take him walking. he hears him outside and he’s whimpering and whining. he just loves going out and when he’s at my parents my dad always takes him out walking. i’m waiting for someone from the weekend team to call me. michelle asked me what time i wanted a call at, i said 11 so hoping they kinda stick to that time. it helps to know when you’ll be called. now if only i knew who was calling my nerves would be settled. i’m a little bit anxious about the call. bank holidays are always so boring. there literally is nothing to do. i suppose i should be trying to relax and enjoy the chill out time. but i’m anci and just bored. really i need to charge up my electronics for the hospital. my mp3 player, etc. i found an old mp3 player the other day, that i had for years but havent used in about six years. its a creative zen player. it was pretty expensive when i bought it. i noticed there was music on it when i plugged it in to charge. will look forward to checking all of it out when its fully charged.