i really miss you and need you, dr. barry

its me allie. i want to write to dr. barry.

hi dr barry. i miss you. i wanted to see you this week. i really did not want you to be on holiday. it hurts when you leave me even if its just for a week. my heart hurts then. i get jealous of you and your kids. because your kids are so lucky. they have you as a mom and i dont. and i am mad about that. i want you as my mom, you are kind and always nice to me. i bet you are nice to your kids too. i love you dr. barry. i just wish i could spend more time with you. i like coming out to talk to you when we have our appointments. but sometimes i am not sure if you prefer to talk to carol anne or liz. you never said that but sometimes i kinda get the feeling i’m annoying you or frustrating you. do you get tired of me wanting you to adopt me? i really want that dr. barry. please? can you just please adopt me? i promise to not be any trouble. carol anne says that cant happen. Sh e says i can wish it but it wont ever happen because if you did you’d be in so much trouble. i dont want you to be in trouble. heres the thing dr. barry. i hate that your on holidays this week. why did you leave me? i need you. I need to be able to see you and talk to you. It hurts that your not here. Please come back soon ok?
love
allie

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Author: manyofus1980

I am a woman in my mid 30's. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

8 thoughts on “i really miss you and need you, dr. barry”

  1. I don’t think she’s annoyed with you, Allie. I think she likes you just fine. You can save up all the things you want to tell her for next Wednesday. Hugs. xxx

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