i’m an anxious mess. an anxious crying mess to be precise.
i hate myself. i feel worthless. and useless. and disgusting, fat and disgusting.
every part of me hurts. my body feels gross. i just fucking hate me right now.
someone please shoot me. i’m done. i’m just done.
i cant do this anymore. i should have texted eileen. but i cant. i have to try to suck it up and move on and just deal. even though inside i’m silently screaming no. no more.
help, somebody help.