anxious mess

i’m an anxious mess. an anxious crying mess to be precise.

i hate myself. i feel worthless. and useless. and disgusting, fat and disgusting.

every part of me hurts. my body feels gross. i just fucking hate me right now.

someone please shoot me. i’m done. i’m just done.

i cant do this anymore. i should have texted eileen. but i cant. i have to try to suck it up and move on and just deal. even though inside i’m silently screaming no. no more.

help, somebody help.

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Author: manyofus1980

I am a woman in my mid 30's. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

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