allie im so sad?

its allie. and i am very very sad.

my heart hurts so much. and i miss dr. barry. i am thinking bout her with her two kids. wondering what they are doing together. and i am jealous. i want to be with her. i want her all to myself. i dont want her to be on holidays or to have to share her with her kids

i am glad i see eileen today. maybe i can try to tell her how i am feeling. it hurts so much right now. i just miss dr. barry so much.

i wonder if shes thinking of me? like i’m thinkin of her?

my eyes are burning from cryin. my chest is tight my heart is hurting its squeezin in my chest and i feel like i am chokin.

im just so sad.

Author: manyofus1980

I am a woman in my mid 30's. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

4 thoughts on “allie im so sad?”

  1. I’m so sorry Allie 😦 I feel so much similar sometimes too 😦 I bet Dr. Barry is thinking of you too and I bet she’s also thinking of how proud of you she is for doing so awesome while she’s away!

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      1. Aww, I know she is! How could anyone not be, Allie? With as hard as this is for you right now, you’re still fighting with everything you have! That takes a lot of guts and pure awesomeness! 🙂
        Libby and Jer

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