its allie. and i am very very sad.
my heart hurts so much. and i miss dr. barry. i am thinking bout her with her two kids. wondering what they are doing together. and i am jealous. i want to be with her. i want her all to myself. i dont want her to be on holidays or to have to share her with her kids
i am glad i see eileen today. maybe i can try to tell her how i am feeling. it hurts so much right now. i just miss dr. barry so much.
i wonder if shes thinking of me? like i’m thinkin of her?
my eyes are burning from cryin. my chest is tight my heart is hurting its squeezin in my chest and i feel like i am chokin.
im just so sad.