i’m extremely tired today. i slept for hours couldnt seem to wake myself fully up. of course now that its night time i’m awake. i probably shouldnt be drinking coffee but oh well. it is what it is. i actually woke quite early, had breakfast and then just went right back to bed with my book. i’m still reading nobodys son by cathy glass. its a great read. audible has it if your interested in reading it in audio, but you can also get it on kindle or in paperback. it is her newest book. i left my parents at around 4 this afternoon and came home to my own house. my mom was going to my aunts tonight and i was going to go with her and just stay the night at my parents, but then i decided i wouldnt, because if i did that my day would be all messed up tomorrow. i had to take chicken out of the freezer for dinner, i also had some fruit and milk and other grocery items that i needed to get home today, because if i stayed at mom and dads, i’d be going to therapy from there tomorrow and i cant carry all that stuff with me. so its just as well i went home. plus nitro prefers his own bed well ok he prefers my bed lol but he likes his own house. he’s doing much better as well. his ears arent as sore as they were. for a couple of days after he got the drops in he was whimpering a lot and shaking his head a lot. but they seem much better now. i gave him his flea treatment today. its a tablet that will last him 3 months. he tried to spit it out so i ended up having to put it into something so he’d take it. he’s so cute he knew what iwas doing! anyway eventually he took it which was good. i hope the respite centre gets in touch with me this week. i need to go and visit the place. i’m nervous about going there, but also looking forward to it too. i’m wondering what level of disabilities people that go there will have. i think a lot of the people who go there are quite disabled and need a lot of assistance with dressing, batheing etc. i dont need that level of assistance. i cant wait to tell dr. barry i got the respite, she’ll be thrilled. i’m missing dr. barry tonight. not seeing her this week will be hard. i know she needs a break though so I am trying to say to myself that she needs a holiday she works hard and i will see her soon. the little parts are upset though. they are so attached to her they hate it when she is not here. We will be counting down the days until her return.