so eileen sent allie a reply just now.
I heard that you are scared, it’s ok you don’t need to be. I know you sent an email last week. I’m not sure if you heard or not, but I did mention last Monday that I had received it and was sorry that I hadn’t answered it.
I can imagine it must have been hard for you when I didn’t.
I need you to know that even if I don’t answer that I will check in with you and speak to you the following session. It was my fault as I had answered some emails from insiders, and of course then you expected me to answer too. I should have stuck to my original agreement to not answer any emails, but to discuss in the next session. That made it confusing for you, and I get that now.
Take care and talk to you Monday
and then i sent eileen a reply saying
I AM SORRY EILEEN I SHOULDNT HAVE SENT THAT ANGRY EMAIL TO YOU I TALKED TO MY FRIEND ABOUT IT AND SHE SAID YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOU HAVE OTHER THINGS GOING ON AND I KNOW THAT AND YOU ARE ALWAYS ALWAYS CONSISTENT AND YOU SHOW THAT TO US ALL THE TIME AND ONE REPLY OUT OF HUNDREDS OF EMAILS AND RESPONSES TO THEM IS REALLY NOT SOMETHING THAT I SHOULD BE ANGRY AT YOU ABOUT
THE IMPORTANT THING IS THAT YOU ARE THERE FOR US AND YOU HAVE NOT LEFT OR ABANDONED US HEAVEN KNOWS WHY BUT YOU HAVENT AND I AM REALLY GRATEFUL OF THAT FACT
SO I AM SORRY FOR BEING A BITCH TO YOU