daily update

todays been an ok day so far. my pa kristen came this morning. we didnt go out just did stuff around the house. usually i see karen o my nutritionist on thursday morning, but i didnt today because her kids are on midterm from school so she took the week off. the weather was awful this morning so its a good things too that i didnt have to go anywhere. i woke several times during the night due to the high winds and rain lashing off my windows and blowing debris around outside. so kristen just did housework and made me something to eat and we chatted and it was nice. after a while the rain stopped and the sun came out and it brightened up. so then i decided i’d go to the basement club this afternoon. thats where i am now. i should be volunteering but i havent signed my new contract yet so i am not volunteering today or tomorrow, next week i’ll meet with emily and we’re going to make a plan for going forward and i’ll sigh my new contract about hours and things. to be honest i like that i have a bit of a break. its my first time being in here in about 10 days because of putting my back out last week. emily in our system she’s 12, she’s having a lot of struggles with her eating disordered behaviour today. i’m not sure what its about, why now. but she’s wanting to restrict and not eat. she thinks that will help her lose weight quicker she thinks we’re not losing fast enough. i’m trying to talk to her but so far its not going very well. i think its something we need to explore in therapy with eileen. there is so much stuff we need to talk to eileen about in therapy that i dont know where to start. it seems everyone has different things on their mind and we only have so much time and everyone doesnt get a chance every week to voice their opinions on things because our system is far too large for that. next monday anyway the first topic is allie’s upset over no response to her last email, then the next topic is our working part time and how that will influence our system. well thats it for now.
talk soon
carol anne


Author: manyofus1980

I am a woman in my mid 30's. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

4 thoughts on “daily update”

  1. Glad you’re having a good day. when you talk about your system, sometimes I imagine you as A very busy schoolmistress with lots of students in need of your help and advice. Maybe you can write down a list of what’s going on with everybody and start presenting some of it to Dr. Barry so that she’ll know before people come out to talk to her.

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