THERAPY TODAY AND I DONT WANT TO GO

WE HAVE THERAPY TODAY. I DONT WANT TO GO. I CANT FIND WORDS TO EXPRESS HOW I AM FEELING. AND I’M SCARED. I’M SCARED EILEEN WILL BE MAD AT ME. AND SAY I AM WASTING HER TIME. OR THAT I AM BEING TOO NEEDY. OR THAT I AM TOO MUCH. SHE HAS NEVER EVER SAID THOSE THINGS. AND SHE ALWAYS ENCOURAGES ME TO FIND WORDS TO EXPRESS MYSELF. BUT I FEEL INSECURE RIGHT NOW. I JUST WANT TO RUN AWAY AND HIDE.
ITS EASIER TO DO THAT RATHER THAN TRYING TO TALK WITH HER ABOUT ALL THIS.
CORA

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Author: manyofus1980

I am a woman in my mid 30's. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

3 thoughts on “THERAPY TODAY AND I DONT WANT TO GO”

  1. Courage, Cora. I hope you decided to go to therapy. As you said, Eileen has never said those things you think she would say. This is just the part of you that doesn’t want to get better. I hope you can fight to ignore it as you’ll be better in the long run. Hugs. xxx

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