Good Monday morning

I barely slept. I went to bed at around 2 AM. I waited until I was super tired, thinking Id fall asleep as soon as my head hit the pillow. But I didnt. Instead I tossed and turned all night. I hate when that happens. I got up at around 4 AM and ate some crackers. I hate when I get hungry at night. I wont lose weight if I keep eating during the night. I try to eat fruit or crackers and nothing else if I am hungry. After eating I managed to go back to sleep. I had to silence my phone because twitter kept sending me notifications. I had followed a bunch of people last night and people were following me back. Also my wordpress ap was sending me notifications. Every time Id be almost asleep Id get a new notification. I had better not tell Eileen I had my phone right nex to me while I slept. Shes all for me putting it in another room while I sleep. She said the magnetic field interferes with your sleep. I dont know if I believe that though. Id never be able to put the phone in another room. I am too attached to it. I ate blueberries for breakfast. They were nice. I might have some cerial later on this morning if I can be bothered to make it. I have therapy this morning. Im wondering what we will cover today. Who will speak, what will come up. I have no plans going into the session. Anything can happen I guess. I am thinking about going to the basement club after therapy for the members meeting. That happens every two weeks. I havent gone to a members meeting in a while. I think Ill go to it. Then Ill come home and my home help will help me cook dinner. I exercised this morning too. I got on the treadmill at 7 and spent about 15 minutes on it. Ill do another 15 minutes tonight if I feel up to it. I need to push myself or I wont be down any weight on Thursday. If I am not down it will suck. Pray that I have lost even 1 or 2 pounds please guys.

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Author: manyofus1980

I am a woman in my mid 30's. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

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