Early start

I woke up at 4 30, and couldnt get back to sleep so got up. I have had a slow morning. I was online for most of it downloading things. I was downloading media that a friend sent me. I wish I could have slept a few more hours. I’m going to be tired today I bet. I got dressed and ordered my taxi to take me to the basement club. I am leaving in 90 minutes. I will probably spend the day at the basement club. Not sure what will be going on down there, but will hopefully catch up with everyone and enjoy socialising with people. I think it will be good to do that, it will take my mind off of my mom and the worry of her illness. I just talked to her, she’s ok but has not gotten a call yet about the scan. Hopefully she’ll get one this morning. My anxiety is still quite bad. Taylor was struggling tonight with hallucinations and psychotic symptoms. She seems to have calmed down a little now though. I hate watching her struggle. Its heartbreaking to watch. She’s so little but when the psychosis takes hold of her she gets really agitated and out of sorts. I actually ate breakfast today so I am doing good. I resisted weighing myself though. My reminder just went off for me to take my prozac so I better go do that. Catch you all later


Author: manyofus1980

I am a woman in my mid 30's. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

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