have had a bad day today food wise. i think its mostly because i was at my moms, and my mom has a lot of junk food in the house due to it being christmas. i have eaten some chocolates, some cookies, a slice of chocolate cake, and drank some cherry coke. i feel like a fat pig now. i feel disgusting. i should have resisted. i will do better tomorrow. i sware it. its so hard not to eat when its staring you right in the face. my will power is not the best when it comes to junk food. and to top it off, i havent exercised today either. man i’ll pay for it, my weight will probably shoot up. and i was so happy to see the pounds coming off. tomorrow will be a little hard because we are going for a meal. i’ll just have to try and pick something healthy on the menu. its all i can do. i want to enjoy myself but i also want to be as healthy as i can. heres to hoping it will work for me and i dont overindulge.