i’m having issues today with my weight. wishing i was skinny. wishing i could magically get rid of my excess weight. i plan on working super hard at my weight loss in january, i feel like karen who is my nutritionist probably thinks i am wasting her time. i didnt put much effort into losing weight for the past couple of weeks. heres to hoping in january that will change. today i feel fat and it depresses me. i feel like starving but i wont. its nice to be able to control when and if i eat though. i do know its all about control. dr. barry told me yesterday its important to eat to keep my blood sugars stable. so i will try to follow her advice.