its all about control

i’m having issues today with my weight. wishing i was skinny. wishing i could magically get rid of my excess weight. i plan on working super hard at my weight loss in january, i feel like karen who is my nutritionist probably thinks i am wasting her time. i didnt put much effort into losing weight for the past couple of weeks. heres to hoping in january that will change. today i feel fat and it depresses me. i feel like starving but i wont. its nice to be able to control when and if i eat though. i do know its all about control. dr. barry told me yesterday its important to eat to keep my blood sugars stable. so i will try to follow her advice.

Advertisements

Author: manyofus1980

I am a woman in my mid 30's. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

4 thoughts on “its all about control”

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out / Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out / Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out / Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out / Change )

Connecting to %s