its been a rough night. i got zero sleep. and i still feel like death warmed up. my nose is running like a tap. its driving me nuts. i’m coughing like crazy. i rang my pa about half an hour ago to ask her if she had any lemsips in her house and if she did would she bring me one. lemsip is a medicine but its in the form of a hot drink. but it has codine in it. anyway she had none so i’ll have to wait until i can go to the store later this morning and buy some. i really dont want to go out but i have groceries to get so i’ll have to. but its wet and cold outside and i’m really not in the mood to go out. i just want to relax and watch tv and read and wrap up in my warm fleece blanket and feel sorry for myself. at least my pa will drive me to the store, it will probably only take us an hour so that is good and once i get home i’m home for the rest of the day. i hate being sick. it triggers so much for us. so much overwhelming feelings of being uncomfortable and not being able to breathe and just feeling miserable.