My deamons strike again

right now I feel so suicidal. I just want to end it. I don’t want to be here. It is taking too much effort. My thoughts are swirling and my mind is racing. I keep pacing and trying to distract. This is a fucking nightmare! I cant live like this! I am doomed! I’ve been listening to this song on repeat. It speaks to me right now. LIsten to the lyrics they are so powerful. They say what I am feeling perfectly. Sad right now, sad and feeling alone and out of sorts.

Author: Carol anne

I am 40 years young. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

5 thoughts on “My deamons strike again”

  1. I am so sorry you are feeling so sad , but you are not alone. We are all here reading and listening and rooting for you. You are stronger than you give yourself credit for.


  2. Here for you my friend. Beautiful song but think you should maybe listen to something a bit more uplifting when feeling so blue. Holding u up in thought right now.


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