Morning has broken

and we made it! we got through the night successfully. we even slept a little bit. we managed about 5 hours of sleep. i call that a success.
woke up to a cold and wet morning which is kind of a bummer as we were going to go to a local christmas market today. its called glow. there are craft and food stalls, and a themed winter wonder land for the kids. the winter wonder land is themed like narnia. i think we’ll probably still go well unless it starts to rain heavily. mom and our sister are going with us and our sisters two kiddos. it will be fun i’m sure. our littles are looking forward to it. speaking of the littles, they were delighted to be able to have a little midnight feast last night. i was up at 2 AM eating chocolate and pringles and they were thrilled at that. it was like a big adventure to them to be up and munching on treats in the middle of the night. of course that was before the body memories hit full force.
thanks to those of you who supported me last night. i truly appreciate it. it meant so much to wake up this morning to your comments. you are all amazing.
the nurse from the weekend team will be calling me this morning at some point. i plan on telling her about last night in detail. maybe she’ll have some perspective on the events of last night that i never thought of myself. also she’ll write in my notes and dr. barry will see it first thing tomorrow morning. i dont see her until wednesday of this week though but at least she’ll know what was going on for us.

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Author: manyofus1980

I am a woman in my mid 30's. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

5 thoughts on “Morning has broken”

  1. Congratulations! I knew you guys could do it. I was rooting for you the whole time even if I didn’t leave a comment. Honestly I meant to and then the night got away from me. But I knew you guys could do it, and I’m so glad to see this post from you now. I definitely consider this a huge success, that you made it through the night and you even got some sleep. This is phenomenal and I’m super proud of you guys. Corey

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