Its a hard night…

am really struggling tonight. cant sleep. debating whether i should take a haldol. i’ve taken 300 mg of lyrica but it has not worked. not doing well emotionally either. having awful body memories, feel like someones punching me in the stomach over and over, i feel like if i dont sleep i’ll have hallucinations. and i dont want that. i’m just going to get under my duvet and hide, and hope morning comes soon.


Author: manyofus1980

I am a woman in my mid 30's. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

6 thoughts on “Its a hard night…”

  1. I’m sorry you’re having such a difficult time, especially after having such a good day. Are these symptoms you’re having related more to your PTSD? Are there any relaxing or grounding exercises you can do to break up the body memories? Are you, Carol Anne, having the body memories or is it one of the others and its trickling over to you.

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  2. I hope morning comes soon too. I’m sorry it’s a rough night. Night is always harder. I’m having a hard time with sleep, too. Maybe put a silly movie on or listen to a safe book? That helps me sometimes. Hugs. Xx

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  3. I’m so sorry. I wish I had a magic wand to wave and make that misery go away. Just know that there are people half a world away who are sending you love and (virtually) holding your hand and sitting with you, waiting for the sunrise.

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