am really struggling tonight. cant sleep. debating whether i should take a haldol. i’ve taken 300 mg of lyrica but it has not worked. not doing well emotionally either. having awful body memories, feel like someones punching me in the stomach over and over, i feel like if i dont sleep i’ll have hallucinations. and i dont want that. i’m just going to get under my duvet and hide, and hope morning comes soon.