I GIVE UP

I GIVE UP. I’M DONE. JUST RECIEVED AN EMAIL FROM A PERSON I DIDNT WANT TO HEAR FROM. SET OFF ALL SORTA SHIT INTERNALLY. FEELING VERY VERY SUICIDAL RIGHT NOW. THANK GOD FOR NITRO. THATS ALL I CAN SAY. WISH MY ABUSERS WOULD FUCK OFF. THEY WILL NEVER LEAVE ME BE. I REALLY WOULD BE BETTER OFF DEAD. ITS MY ONLY ESCAPE FROM THE FUCKERS. BUT IF I KILL MYSELF THEY WIN. AND DAMN IF I AM GOING TO LET THEM WIN. BUT THE SUICIDAL THOUGHTS ARE SO STRONG RIGHT NOW. COME ON MORNING COME QUICKLY. I FUCKING HATE NIGHT TIME.

LIZ

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Author: manyofus1980

I am a woman in my mid 30's. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

8 thoughts on “I GIVE UP”

  1. hope you get some sleep soon. I know how it is to be suicidal. I am sorry you are feeling this way and that fucker got in touch with you. that is horrible. if you need to chat I will be up for the next hour. I care about you. I need you. please stay

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