LIZ AGAIN

SO I HAVE TEXTED EILEEN. I TOLD HER HOW I WAS FEELING. NOT THE BEST IDEA TO BLURT EVERYTHING OUT IN A TEXT. I THINK SHE’S TEACHING TONIGHT THOUGH. SO IF SHE RESPONDS IT WONT BE FOR AN HOUR OR SO. I HOPE I CAN KEEP MYSELF DISTRACTED UNTIL THEN. RIGHT NOW I’M SWAMPED BY MEMORIES. AND GRIEF. AND SADNESS. AND EMOTIONAL INSTABILITY. I’M STARTING TO REALLY PANICK AND DISSOCIATE. TRYING TO FIGHT IT AND STAY GROUNDED.

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Author: manyofus1980

I am a woman in my mid 30's. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

4 thoughts on “LIZ AGAIN”

  1. So proud of you for sending a text. Can u call a safe line and talk with someone until she can respond to you? Or call your ur mom or sister? What about someone at the basement club. Please keep reaching out and staying safe.

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    1. I ended up telling my mum how old is feeling, she was actually quite supportive, I was very surprised. I’m glad I told her. At least now someone else knows someone in my real life. Thank you for caring. XXX

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