Depressed

I didnt go to therapy today. I was feeling terrible this morning when I woke up. So I called Eileen and canceled. I hated having to do it. But she was understanding and she told me to go back to bed and snuggle up which is what I did.
I am feeling very depressed and also disappointed that I couldn’t go to therapy. Now it will be 3 weeks that I haven’t had any. Not good at all.
I didn’t even go to the basement club for the members meeting. The weather was awful icey and cold and so I stayed home. I’m feeling alone and lonely this afternoon. My home help came and she helped me cook dinner, I made an omelette. Other than seeing her I haven’t seen anyone all day.
I just feel not good physically and emotionally I am feeling unstable also

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Author: manyofus1980

I am a woman in my mid 30's. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

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