I sent eileen this email just now. I want a response, i hope she realises i need a response and she responds to it. she’s normally good at gaging when a response is needed.
My email says:
i got through the weekend. but now i am feeling awful. everything is just getting to me.
there was no contact from abusers though which is good i guess. its progress. yesterday when we got home we decided to not go on our computer we just didnt open it until this afternoon. that was a choice we made to keep us safe.
now i just feel like crying. i am sad. i am feeling like there is this huge weight on my chest. my stomach hurts. i have been having a lot of pain all over my body. its just horrible.
did you get the picture i sent you?
i cant believe we allowed our sister to do our face up for halloween, we would have never allowed her to do that a year or two ago.
maybe there is hope for us after all.