I just want to say that I have the worlds most supportive friends. Everyone has been so supportive to me after hearing about me not getting the interview for that job. I want to thank everyone. It means more than you know. I texted my therapist this morning. I wanted to tell her that I didn’t get the job. I’m still waiting for response but I know she will respond soon, once she has time. She always likes to put thought into her response. She is the sort of person who likes to respond properly and not just respond for the sake of it. So I know once she has a few free minutes she will respond to me. That’s comforting. I spent yesterday being obsessed for most of the day that I didn’t get the job. I’m over it now though. It wasn’t the right time and probably wasn’t the right job for me either. I need to work more on my healing. My PTSD has been quite bad lately. I need to work more on that before I go applying for other jobs. I’m going to spend the next little while working on volunteering for the basement club. I’m really getting a lot out of that. I enjoy the work and I enjoy contributing to the community. I think it’s right for me right now. Also I’m worried what with Halloween that I might end up in the hospital. Hopefully I won’t but just in case you never know. So I need to just take care of myself. I am going away this weekend for two nights. I’m going with my mum and my sister and the two kids. We are going to a hotel in in Killarney, we are staying in a sweet. It should be good fun and something that will distract me from the triggers surrounding Halloween.