Emilys thoughts

i want to throw up. i dont like that we have to see karen this morning. i dont want to see her. i want to hide. i dont want to talk about weight. or exercise. cuz we havent done good about losing weight or exercising this week. really i dont want to eat at all. i just want to get rid of how i feel by purging. i just want the feelings to stop. i hurt. i am sad. i feel fat and gross. i feel like i am unlovable. like i am not worth loving. like i am no good. like my size is all that matters. and i feel fat and huge. and i hate myself so much this morning.
emily age 12

Author: manyofus1980

I am a woman in my mid 30's. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

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