i’ve had no sleep. i kept trying to sleep but couldnt. despite that i am feeling good. happy. life is good. this morning i am going to a wellbeing course with a friend. its on for 2 hours and i’m looking forward to it. hopefully i dont fall asleep during the talk. that would not be good. it feels so good not having to deal with triggers. normally this time of year is the pits. it probably will get bad over the coming weeks but for now its not and for that much i am happy. life you can keep going good for now ok? i’ll be eternally grateful if life stays on the up and i stay stable.