This rage

my rage surrounds me, fills my mind
my ravished body overturned
screams fill my head
nightmares envelope my soul
this cruelty frightens me
nothing can make it stop
my heart keeps pounding
the anger fresh
the utter frustration exposed
my head is spinning
swirling with dreams finally realised
completely lost, music is a comfort but only for a while
a mere distraction while hell’s fire breathes upon my pale skin
incoherent thoughts fill my mind
this doesnt make sense
never had, never will
the hot tears run down my face
this horror has nowhere else to go
lost and alone
only to try to comprehend this wickedness that has overtaken me
destroyed my peace
i try to compose myself
but its all in vein
the tears come again
the burning anger invades my space
when will this finally end?

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Author: manyofus1980

I am a woman in my mid 30's. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

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