Am I alone?

I get a funny feeling
It comes from deep inside
I get all mad and angry
Wanting to run away and just hide
My doctor calls it depression
My mom says its just me
But these thoughts and feelings
No one will ever be able to see
Some people say I’m psycho
Some say I’m just weird
Its like I’m a different person
And the old me has disappeared
I get really edgy
I want to kill myself really bad
Then I get a headache
Followed by feeling really sad
I wish I could get help
I wish the feelings would go away
Maybe if I keep praying really hard
They will, some day


Author: manyofus1980

I am a woman in my mid 30's. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

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