I could use a hug or two

i feel so down right now. if anyone has a hug to spare I could use it. I have a friend coming over in about half an hour. I dont feel incredibly motivated or like entertaining her but we’d arranged this weeks ago so I didnt want to cancel. Maybe having her here will lift my mood. right now i feel like just bursting into tears. overwhelm is starting to hit me. and so is anxiety. i am feeling incredibly emotional for some unknown reason. i should be happy. i’ve just come home from an incredibly fun vacation. but all i feel is down and sad and unmotivated and depressed. all i want to do is isolate. i think i’m in for a long night if this level of instability keeps up. all of your support is greatly appreciated.

carol anne

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Author: Carol anne

I am 40 years young. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

24 thoughts on “I could use a hug or two”

  1. I don’t have a hug for you, I HAVE MANY! ❤
    I'm sorry you are feeling down. I'm sure your friend will cheer you up. Until then, try to remember the nice holidays that you had and listen to happy music.

    A while ago I was feeling really sad and I got across this song that made me smile. I hope it helps you too.

    More hugs for you! ❤ ❤ ❤

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  2. Sending you lots of hugs Carol Anne. It sounds like you have a serious case of post holiday blues. I hope your friend helps to cheer you up. I’m glad someone is dropping round to see you. Sending more big squishy hugs. Xxxx.

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  3. Hi Carol Anne I’m sending you hugs and love. Tell your friend about your trip and show her the beautiful pictures you took. You will enjoy her company after she gets there I bet. If you feel too tired after she is there awhile just tell her you need to make it a short night because you are tired from your trip. Take care sweetheart!

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  4. After a busy, fun vacation you may need to decompress and process all of it. I hope you are able to do this with your friend a bit. I went to a busy, fun food fair one day and the next day I was a mess. I needed to process all the events and sensations of the fun day the next day because I felt overwhelmed by it all. I hope it is something like this for you and that you don’t feel too badly tonight. Many hugs, Sandie

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