chatting a little bit

i’m home from hospital 3 days now. it doesnt seem like it. so far things are going well. i am stable. my mood is ok. my anxiety is not too bad. sometimes it peaks at night but i think that is just my norm. i think it is just that my ptsd symptoms are worse at night.
mom put a color in my hair today. its dark brown, it was just a box color but it turned out nice. i badly needed it done because there were a lot of greys showing up. i usually put a color in every six weeks. tomorrow i am going to get my eyebrows and lip waxed. the joys of being a woman, we go through a lot in the name of beauty!
i’m going to a concert tomorrow night. i cant wait. my sister bought me the ticket as a xmas present. she is also going. so is my mom, 2 aunts, and 2 cousins. we’ll be standing and i hope i can manage to stand for 3 hours. there is going to be thousands of people there so it might get a little hot, and people will probably be dancing so moving all around so I hope we dont get squashed.
Mark who is my OT rang me today. He wanted to know if I ws free to meet up next week. i told him I wasnt so we arranged to meet the following week. I think we are going to talk about my resume, because that is the last thing we were working on together. I told him Karen dr. barrys social worker was trying to contact him to ask him to write some letters of support for me, so that I could add them in and give them to the people who are helping me obtain more PA hours. He said sure, he’d write the letters for me. He said He’d ring Karen back and organise it with her.
I’m going on vacation next week too. With my mom, sister and my sisters kids. We’re off to Killarney in co. Kerry. For 3 days. It should be fun. HOpefully the weather will hold up for us so we can go places and do fun things. We’re staying in a hotel in a suite.

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Author: Carol anne

I am 40 years young. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

2 thoughts on “chatting a little bit”

  1. what is it about PTSD anxiety peaking at night? I just journaled about that. It’s crazy bad at times lying in bed and feeling as if you can’t breathe and want to escape but you need sleep and can’t relax….

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