Strong urges, ug

The urge to die is strong. Cant do it as am in college. But god i just want to end it. End the pain. I dont even matter anyway. I am nothing. I am not worth it. No one would miss me. At least it feels that way. No one really knows me well, except my therapist. I just want the suffering to end, the feelings of hurt and pain to stop.
Jasmine

Author: Carol anne

I am 40 years young. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

4 thoughts on “Strong urges, ug”

  1. Hi Jasmine 😯. Sorry you not doing great. I’ve just come out of a bad dip of suicidal thoughts and despair. I want to encourage you to push forward. Take time for you and rest. Big {hugs} to you.

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